Mirage called Love

How could you be dumb enough
To beleive him when he said you were special,
that there existed between you a common denominator
To forget all those times he ignored your calls and texts just because he was “sorry” later

How could you be so blind
To look past all his wrongs just because deep down you wanted him to be your “right”
To tolerate patiently all his mood swings for you fall all over again at his mere sight

How could you not realise,
The strings that you thought were attatched strongly had infact many loose ends
“The one” for him you werent, for you, none of his rules he’d ever bend

How could you be so reckless
To give up on your friends who meant the world to you to fit in his tiny dingy heart
To keep hiding all those scars he so obliviously gave
For the fear of everything falling apart…..

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ROSES AND THORNS

This damn world as they say, is not a bed of roses

And not everytime does a window open, when all doors it closes

You think its just you?

No honey its something everyone goes through

If you think karma is the only kinky bitch that loves to fuck you up,

You’ll soon learn just how oblivious you were,

When life decides to catch up!!!

WORDS THAT REMAINED UNSAID

I know its been a really long while but I wanted to let you know

I told you I loved you, not just to hear you say it back to me

But because I meant it , I still do

I dont care if we havent been in touch lately,

I dont care if all you want to do is rant about something stupid in life

I dont care if its 3 in the morning and you think I’m probably asleep

Just know, that I’m gonna be there, always!

Because that is what love means to me,

That.. is what you mean to me!

Cut yourself a little slack !

Cut yourself a little slack

You know you’ve been through a lot,

The barriers you thought you’d never get through

The set backs you didnt think you could move on from

The test you thought you wouldnt ever be able to pass in

The obdurate pimple you feared would grace your face forever

That embarassing incident in high school, the churlish classmates and their laughter echoing in your ears

Left you crestfallen, wanting to disappear

Didnt it make you beleive your life was fucking messed up and couldnt be worse?

Now take a long moment and think of all those times and situations again

Yes you’ve made it out alive
And you’re gonna keep doing so

You may not pass everytime with flying colours

But you’ll always learn something new, experience something unique

And life will make a little more sense each day!

Continue reading “Cut yourself a little slack !”

A Delicious Addiction

She craved the sweet sensation on her lips

The soft, smooth and silky kisses

Her eyes burning wild with desire

She knew it wasnt a very wise choice,

But the mere thought made her drool

People around often warned her

How unhealthy her addiction was and also about its rather serious consequences

Deep down she knew she would soon regret giving in to her heart

But she also knew, all the pleasure was worth way more than the pain

With slow cautious steps in the beginning

She walked towards the door

Happy to soon be with the love of her life

Trying to absorb the seductive fragrance

With a big ass smile and a single tear

She finally opened the refrigerator and took out the jar of nutella

Devouring each spoonful with immense satisfaction

And happily skipped all the way back

Our life is what we build it to be..

I had promised myself to be strong and collected

To be my first priority for a change

But I could feel the tears well up and make their way down my cheeks

So safe to say, I was back to my vulnerable self again!

I had by now started to believe I was a lost case

But then I remembered the words of an angel who, with such grace

Encouraged me to come out of d pool of self loathing nd false pity I had soaked myself into

Thats it! I said, I had finally realised and set my actual goal to chase

There are a lot of things no number of books can ever teach us and this I think is one of them

Our life is what we chose it to be , what we build it to be and the poor stars are not to be blamed

It will always give you challenges and throw tantrums even , only to sit back and enjoy waching you stumble and fall , when

“Haha You Lose!” It will have claimed

Haunted memories

She wound the rugged jacket tightly around herself

Its scent made her feel close to her dad

It made her feel safe, warm and fearless

Now it wasnt pretty and pink like the others

But it suited perfectly her disguise, one she strived to maintain

The deliberate walls she built around herself, never letting anyone in

Or the stone cold , bulletproof attitude she had mastered

Others beleived that she wore it to protect her body

But it was her heart that she really intended to save with her pretence

Inside, she always wanted badly to beleive in fairytales and santa claus

To dance around in the rains and chase butterflies across

But it took only one look, one touch,

One scream is all she could manage before shattering into million pieces

The one person she loved as much as her own father, whom she trusted,

Had now been a permanent part of her nightmares

The memory of his lusty eyes and drooling face still made her shrug

She hated hersef for being weak and letting him crush her, for not being able to defend herself

She hated how she let that one person affect her so much

To make her beleive that all of it was her fault

How it created this large void in her soul and filled it with hatred,

Towards herself and everone else

Noticing a silent tear roll down her cheek,

He cupped her face and held her closer

Before she met him, she’d accepted to be broken, damaged forever

It was strange, how one man scarred her for life while another one wanted lovingly to spend his entire life healing them

She looked deeply into his blue eyes, overwhelmed by the love and respect they reflected

She no longer needed the walls around her, she was happy to have let him in,

She felt vulnerable and yet safe in his arms

Something she thought was impossible before

She’d finally found her prince charming!!!